Well, after the last catchup, I fell off the writing wagon again. Its been a hell of a couple weeks and I am going to be off in the wild yonder again in a couple of days.
Funny, I actually started this a couple days ago as part of yet another half-hearted effort to catch up, of course it didn’t catch. Its interesting that it fell apart a little after 6 months, I wonder if I try to get on the horse with something else that I will have the same period of failure, or if I just actually uniquely had difficulty working through this time of the year. In all fairness I have been really busy lately, there have been a few changes at work that make me actually liable for a lot of pieces of work going on. While I don’t think that actually cuts into my time on the creative front (since I usually don’t do outside work at work, too many issues), it has left me working different hours and feeling a bit overstressed with the rest of life.
Also, I’ve been pretty busy, I was at a wedding a bit over a week ago, and a lot of random life-type things have filled up the schedule.
Of course there is a better reason: burnout. I’m actually writing this about a week behind, but overall, I have just been burn out on everything. Which is weird, because I know what its like to get sick of work, or routine, or even a chaotic situation, but to have just a sudden, complete burn and feel unmotivated even for things that you are continuing to do can be a little unsettling. I recently have managed to not make time for things as simple as playing easy videogames or just getting ready to go to work. Its been going in fits and starts lately, and I think getting back on the horse with this will help, but there is a lot more miscellania coming in the future.
Whatevs, time for more bpaacdkfill.